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The One Thing I Miss The Most

On Saturday night I was back in my hometown and I fell asleep next to the boy. I woke up and I was thinking:

“I miss this, I miss this so much and I will not get to have this for a very, very long time. Tomorrow I will be going back to S.F. and away from everything I grew up with, everyone I grew up loving.”

I didn’t want to leave. I didn’t want to give up the comfortable, familiar love of home. Home is so much more than just a word for me, it’s my world. Like everything that is not home is a vacation, even if I move it will not be “home”. Like now, where I am right now, this is not home.

I miss Daniel most of all, out of everything. Being in my room, it didn’t even feel like my room so much. I mean it felt like my house which is home, but I could bear to leave, but Daniel’s bedroom…I wanted to stay there forever

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Birds do it, bees do it…

It’s VD!

I got flowers this morning from a somebody who lives 300 miles away. Yey.

Then I went over to Tiffany’s place about an hour late, helped her finish the cupcakes she made for the loverly gay couples getting hitched at city hall. Then we headed over there for some gay marriage supporting. We got our pictures taken by a lot of people and we might be mentioned in the Washington Post.

I totally give Tiff props for making a big batch of cupcakes and frosting them and making little decorations for them.

retroactive linkage: Gay, lesbian couples line up to marry.

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Sisters?

I feel so out of touch with everyone at home. I don’t understand how I can make people at home realize that I need to be here now and that I’m trying to experience life here, meet people and what not.

Speaking of, my roommate wants me to rush a sorority with her. It’s totally not my thing. I can’t be social around people all the time. I mean without being weird. I think that I have an odd, childish personality at times and I think that other people are not used to it…or maybe they might find me immature, I don’t know.

Anyways, I think I might be starting my period soon because I kinda blew up at her today about joining a sorority. I started talking very loudly about how that’s not the kind of person I am and that I can’t stand those people. Thinking back on it now I think that generalizing people like that is something that i really dislike of others and I am disappointed that I was so quick to judge people I didn’t even know yet. So maybe I will attend the open house with her next Monday.

I’ll let you know