a double life

It’s Monday, the 16th at 10:13 pm. I’m sitting on my bed, watching World Trade Center.

I feel like sometimes I lead a double life. In my off time I want to save the planet. I’m inspired by movies, documentaries, blogs, news, and I want to make things happen. But then the work day comes and I sit in my office and work, sometimes never seeing daylight from 9 a.m. until 6:30 p.m. I’m not even doing anything that is making a difference. In fact, lately I’ve been finding myself participating in things that I don’t even believe in. I am wasting my time and thus, my life. I’m trying to come up with a plan. I just need some time.