Daniel called me this morning at 2 or maybe it was 3, either way I was too groggy to look at the clock. He sounds really sad, I can tell because he kept telling me how much he loves me and not to ever forget that. That prompted me to ask if he was ok because it sounded like he was about to go off and rob a bank or something.
I wish he had just moved up here when I asked him to…I don’t know for sure if he would be better off than he is now but it couldn’t be any worse, plus we would at least have each other. I’m making a mix tape (CD really) for him right now, like that is going to make things better.
6:30AM 7/20/04
Well Daniel isn’t as bad as I thought he was because he apparently kissed some girl. I don’t know if this should bother me or not. On one hand he’s saying that if he is “with someone” he wants to be able to be with them. Then right after that he’s saying that he wants to be with me but I’m too far away, but he loves me and yadda.